Fuck cuts. Scroll down if you want.

So after 3 months, I look for Dolan because I miss him, and after finding him, that's what I get:

A Fevers Lullaby (22:25:37):	hey
ironic tony (22:26:07):	you were invis?
ironic tony (22:26:14):	or just blocking me?
A Fevers Lullaby (22:26:30):	I thought we were out of each others lives
A Fevers Lullaby (22:26:33):	so I blocked
ironic tony (22:26:49):	Wow
ironic tony (22:26:58):	that's awesome
ironic tony (22:27:01):	No, really
A Fevers Lullaby (22:27:21):	so what's up?
ironic tony (22:27:58):	what's up?
ironic tony (22:28:22):	you just said we're out of each other's lives and then you go all what's up?
A Fevers Lullaby (22:28:55):	clare.. what is it that you want?
ironic tony (22:29:15):	you just sounded like my ex boyfriend
ironic tony (22:29:34):	in fact, I'm starting to think we had a weird kind of dating-thing
ironic tony (22:29:59):	well I wanted to talk to you since I was missing you, but nevermind
A Fevers Lullaby (22:31:50):	I'm sorry if it sounds so harsh or if I hurt your feelings. I just thought that once we stopped being friends, you wanted nothing to do with me and I didn't really want to talk to you
ironic tony (22:33:03):	and when exactly did we say 'hey let's just totally ignore each other from now on ?
A Fevers Lullaby (22:33:40):	well we had that pretty brutal fight and we were all "fuck you" to each other and that pretty much ended it
ironic tony (22:34:16):	my memory range only goes to 2 weeks ago
ironic tony (22:34:35):	but if you hold that much of a grugde, you may go back to blocking me
A Fevers Lullaby (22:38:21):	well... I think I kind of do want to do that. I'm sorry clare.. but I think we both know that things are better without fighting with each other all the time.. towards the end we did fight quite a bit
ironic tony (22:39:08):	excuse me
ironic tony (22:39:14):	when did we start dating?
ironic tony (22:39:25):	and god, when did we break up?
A Fevers Lullaby (22:40:54):	Good bye clare. I hope you're doing well where you are in life. I have no real harsh feelings towards you and I'm sorry that things turned out the way they did. No we never dated and I know it sounds weird and like we did and I'm sorry about that. But I'm going to have to say goodbye
ironic tony (22:41:36):	So let me see if I understand
ironic tony (22:41:49):	you apparently never want to talk to me again
ironic tony (22:41:55):	because last year
ironic tony (22:42:05):	we fought a lot?
A Fevers Lullaby (22:43:12):	yeah. I'm sorry. I know it sounds weird and I'm sorry about that. But I don't want to be friends. I really think we just grew apart
ironic tony (22:43:47):	so basically you don't want to be friends with me
ironic tony (22:43:54):	NEVER EVER
ironic tony (22:44:18):	because we had a few fights ages ago?
ironic tony (22:44:34):	Wow
ironic tony (22:45:01):	that is..very you, in a way
A Fevers Lullaby (22:45:13):	yeah.. I'm sorry
ironic tony (22:45:49):	very you indeed
ironic tony (22:46:16):	'yea, I don't wanna hear or see or talk to you ever again for no actual reason. But I am so sorry'
A Fevers Lullaby (22:46:52):	I'm sorry that it hurts your feelings and that things turned out this way
ironic tony (22:47:02):	whatever
A Fevers Lullaby (22:47:12):	bye

Oh yes. You just saw this.

I'm hurt. Seriously hurt. We've been friends for three years straight, for fuck's sake. Not rp buddies, but friends. I don't cry easily, God knows this, and now Dolan made me fucking cry from how hurt I got. But I'm getting over it.

And thx Laura, I <333 you bb.